I just found an old saying I had written down, and posted before. But it was in Dutch. It somehow ‘grabbed’ me again (funny how mere words can do that), so I took the liberty to translate them. Because it’s monday.
The world is round
so, what appears
to be the end
Might as well
I needed these words today. After a full week of no binges, being free from my brain, I fucked up again, two days straight. And not just ‘a bit’, when I fuck up, I make it my mission to FUCK UP, capitals and all. After feeling sorta.. good (dare I say it?) for two days (yes, even body image wise!) I’m now right back where I started. Or worse. Because after a high, even streetlevel seems lower, let alone a real low. I need it to be wednesday, I need another fresh start.